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It's my Choice !

As  you know my little brother died several weeks ago. What you don't know is that he killed himself. His death wasn't such a shock. He'd been sick for  over  three years. with each solution the doctor gave , he only  became  worse with another problem to deal with.There is no excuse for suicide. the  word  says thouu shalt not kill. You see we were not raised together. My dad  got  a  seventeen year old girl pregnant. It wasn't rape but she was under age.  He believed her when she said she was over  eighteen,  My mother was forced to divorce him; so he could marry her.Mom, Jane and I, stayed in a 16 ft., travel trailer for three  months in Las  Vegas. I know god had his hand on us. Mom kept us in church and lived a godly life befor us. I loved my dad but I praise God he wasn't around much. Between  the alcohol, brutal temper, and bouncing from the church back to alcohol and back to church. Back and forth many time. There was never a time that we weren't in church. The  five boys  weren't so blessed. they had  very little stability and only seen  a christians example of a  dad who was tossed in the winds of life, a doubled man unstable in all his ways. It is hard to have a faith in a loving God when you never had a descent example of how God really is. It was hard enough for me to trust a heavenly Father, with what little example I had in a dad. It was ten times worse for them who didn't evev have a godly mother, much less any example of the love of God.  I felt it necessary to give a background to help understand the situation. I'm not excusing anyone; only giving their reasoning. That doesn't make their decisions right. Every person born has a free will to choose how they will live their lives.  In the beginning God created man in his own image and breathed into him the breath of life and man became a living soul. Genesis chapter 2&3.  Every life will give account of there deeds, on judgement day. Romns 6:23 says the wages of sin is death (what is sin? The sin that keeps you out of heaven is not having Jesus in your heart.) but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ...Wcich will you choose wages or God's gift?His love..      

Expire Date: 
Monday, November 30, 2015 - 1:30pm
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